maybe it's time for me to start my online diary....i should have more to say.....

today is bad friday,........ Mui Mui was complaint. .....she has to move out...DAMN !! she's only a dog ............i decide that ..i just let her out for a while ..maybe a month .....(should be less ) then i will take her back secretly....i cant let anyone knows about this...otherwise..it must be suck ! i should train her not to bark .when theres no one at home....it's so cruel to let her wear mask ..but .maybe i have no choice...hope ..if it turn on the radio or some music. .she wont feel that bored or lonely ..and that will help her not barking so loudly .....................hope this helps ....otherwise.......i dun know what i can do....

once  i may have idea to move out ..but ..i dun have money ..i wanna move out when i start working ...just for MUI MUI ,,...but seems .i wont. ..i still like staying at home ..i like having some ppl around .....living alone is too lonely ..i dun talk much athome ..but i like someone be there.... i wont let MUi MUI leave me ..she's sooo lovely ..........!!!!everythings she does ....is so cute !!

still worrying my eruope trip.......

these days ,,i dun feel very well ...i always feel sth wrong inside..i mean ..i have too much worries ?? too many things bothering me ?but what are they ?? i cant tell...........i dun know y ..i just feel strange ...cant relax......but really i have no focus .............................................well..i hate this feeeling .